Career toh chal raha hai, par dil ke kone mein kuch adhoora sa hai
15 saal se job kar raha hoon. Stable income hai, ghar bhi chal raha hai. Boss bhi theek hai, team bhi supportive hai.
Par pata nahi kyu, raat ko jab sab so jaate hain... toh dil ke kone mein ek adhoora sa khayal uthta hai.
Jaise zindagi chal toh rahi hai, lekin jee nahi raha hoon. Routine mein machine ban gaya hoon.
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Jab career start kiya tha, socha tha kuch saalon mein sab set ho jaayega.
Lekin ab doston ko dekhkar lagta hai – sab aage badh gaye hain.
Koi Dubai shift ho gaya, kisi ka startup chal gaya, koi har quarter travel pe hai.
Main?
Bas roz ek aur din tick kar raha hoon.
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Kabhi kabhi lagta hai – kya galti ki maine?
Kya mujhe risk lena chahiye tha?
Kya safe zone mein rehna meri sabse badi mistake thi?
Aur jab ye soch roz ke thought process ka hissa ban jaaye,
Toh depression slowly life ka permanent mehmaan ban jaata hai.
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Lekin ek din baith kar apne aap se poocha –
“Kya main bas duniya ke standards pe jee raha hoon? Ya apni journey ko respect kar raha hoon?”
Us din decide kiya –
Apne pace pe jeeyenge. Apne liye jeeyenge.
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Ab kya kar raha hoon?
Comparison band kiya.
Thoda likhna shuru kiya.
Skills seekhna start kiya – bina kisi pressure ke.
Mental peace ko priority banaya.
Aur chhoti chhoti khushiyon ka taste wapas paaya.
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Agar aap bhi kabhi aisa feel karte ho, toh ek baat yaad rakhna:
Tum akela nahi ho.
Tumhare emotions valid hain. Tumhara safar unique hai.
Aur tumhara time bhi aayega – apni speed pe, apne style mein.
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Agar dil se padh rahe ho, toh ek comment zaroor chhod dena:
"Haan, yeh meri kahani jaisi hi hai…"
Shayad tumhari ek line kisi aur ke liye ek light ban jaaye.
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Haan, yeh meri kahani jaisi hi hai…
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